floating deep

2/7/18

another day
surreal
and pressing itself into my temples

glazed over
at a desk

calling it what it is
which is

bullshit

listening to my own mixes
remembering that night
that one morning

that turned everything upside down
how it felt like a blessing
to be so close to bliss

and now it haunts me

reminding myself of the things
i tell everyone else when they feel themselves sinking
and yet,
clarity
only comes spilling in
when i’m already soaked in light


Meagan Rodriguez

NY, 11221, United States

dj/producer