you said, communicating with me was not a priority
well, i knew that to be true long before i ever left new york
but thank you for the reminder
sometimes i forget things
for example, i can't remember the name of the girl you became so obsessed with
while we were still together
the one who was engaged to a man
and didn't even want you
and i can't remember
who's laptop you stole
at a house party in your 20s
when you couldn't (or wouldn't) find a job that actually paid your rent
i don't remember the name of the music producer
you told me used the sound of your orgasm in a track
- before we started dating
it is funny to me, how you have a type
you're really good at finding the talented people in a room
imagine how things could have been,
if you found yourself
maybe that's all the "work" you're doing now
the work that doesn't actually pay your debts
i didn't know it was possible to hate someone i once loved
but i've experienced a lot of firsts with you
lots of things i wish i'd just forget
