had a friend once

some days it feels like i’ll never write again

that prickly sensation on the left side of my skull

keep wondering if i can break into another mind

it hasn’t been easy, i have to offer something up

every time

and i’ll do it gladly

even after self-reflection in the trick mirror i’ve created with my own ears and eyes

i am never asking for advice

and if you actually know what i need, 

it’s a way out of this tongue

through a pulsating body

Meagan Rodriguez

dj/producer