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2/21/22

i’m not really sure what i was looking for from it

if there was something, stinging 

but it felt childish

and pure

i’ve done this before, of course

but maybe this is actually quite new

imagine.

not you, but me?

long kept and mostly quiet

90 minutes never felt so short

i am paranoid you know?

seems you are too

not much more to say about that then,

for all the same reasons.

i fantasized about some things

it’s become a bit confusing

i remember one time

pining a bit

convinced i was simply convinced

turns out i was right, found out years later

so i wonder, right?

Meagan Rodriguez

dj/producer